A Step A Time

A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. - Lao Zi

Thursday, July 20, 2006

Sudden Realisation

So I finally went to see the doctor yesterday and got my prescription of antibiotics - 5 tablets for $17.60! Anyway, the main thing is that I am feeling better, most probably because I spent half the consultation chatting with the doctor about being a doctor (Since he knew I was a medical student). Interesting stuff.

Today, my friend told me one of the reasons he wanted to be a doctor, which really, really made a lot of sense. You know everytime when you fall sick, be it the flu or just fever or physical pain? You always feel kind of helpless and unsure of what to do, even if you scoured the Internet for information regarding your illness.

Then you go and see the doctor.

It's all very simple. You talk to the doctor, and he talks to you. And provided it's a nice doctor you can immediately trust, when he tells you that you'll be alright, it seems as if things will be alright. There's just something magical about it. It's a form of blind faith except that it isn't some religion.

I thought about that, and I realise, it's true - well, at least for me it is. Moreover, someday in the future, I am going to be that person. The someone that sick people will come to for help and stuff. That people will innately trust. I don't know about you, but I think it's a great feeling!

We had our first lectures on human psychology today, and I realise that every single time you visit the doctor and try to get an MC when you're not sick but he still gives it to you, it's completely because he wants to and does it out of altruism. No, you're not smarter than him nor are you a good liar, it's just that being nice is what doctors do (Well, most of them excluding the SAF doctors).

In fact, the lecturer said that he would be disappointed if we refused to give an MC to someone who came in and complained of pain and other symptoms without a definitive disease.

People say Med School is hard and all, but that just completely misses the point. We really learn every aspect of the human body - the mind, the body and perhaps a little bit of the soul. We might not know what what is exactly wrong with your body or what you're thinking, but I think we can be pretty sure. The interesting thing is that we do all these not to manipulate people and make them do things for our purposes, but it's to help them.

I chose the right course. That's for sure. And I think everyone should have a hand in medicine. It's just so wonderful and fulfilling when you realise that you have the ability to help other people in so many ways. Though the path is long and the journey ahead may be tough, today is the day I realised that it will all be worthwhile.

Monday, July 17, 2006

The Shadows Of Giants

Sigh.

So I've received my Semester 1 results.

Written Test: 81.7%
Assignment: 73%
OSCEs: 1 Clear Fail, 1 Borderline, 2 Clear Passes

I guess I did alright for the written test - being well above the mean and everything. Besides, I can't say I really put in much effort for it since I stopped studying 2 days before the exam day. Personally, I feel that once you've completed the scheduled revision there is no point reading through material again since that screws up all your organisation.

Assignment was bad. Yes, 73% is bad when people are scoring 98%.

Apparently, my referencing was sorely lacking - hey, how was I to know that after every sentence that you got from an external source, you are supposed to list it - because it was only found in the bibliography section. Apparently, I am a lawless and moral-less person because I just passed the law and ethics components. However, I scored full for the components on perspectives of patient and perspectives of self, and the biological aspects of the case (Which I really stripped out to wafer thin).

Not to feel sore, but I think I would've benefitted if like the rest of the kiasu dudes, I actually read past assignments and tried to obtain a marking scheme - but that's just not me.

Oh well, lesson learnt! Won't happen again next time. At least first year is Pass Grade Only. = ) I can afford to make mistakes now.

OSCEs...

Well I flunked my CPR! Which is good because I'd rather the examiner be strict than lenient. Funnily enough, I did it correctly without guidance after she told me I failed. LoL... Exam stress perhaps?

Borderlined the smoking/alcohol interview. Bad actor. I guess I just didn't click with that guy. Too bad. Happens in real life anyway.

Did very well on my standard history taking and wound treatment though. Yay! I was even competent enough to consider tetanus injection. LoL!

That's all for Semester One. Look out world. I'm going to do way better in Sem Two. With er... A little bit more effort. (I wish I wasn't born lazy)

By the way, the post title refers to referencing. How come we are educated to learn what others have said and done, but never allowed to make our own opinions? Why are we bound to rehashing ideas instead of letting creativity flourish?

One last thing: Grace, do your Uni Assignments require the referencing thing too?

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Chick Flicks!

ArGh... Due to the lack of all the action-packed, murder filled guy movies on the Uni Network, I have turned to watching...

Chick Flicks!

Interestingly, there is something about them that escapes me beyond the predictable happily ever after ending, the somewhat dysfunctional characters. The thing is, I like watching them! LoL.

It's really kinda cool to not see 10000000000000000000000 people die, have this lead male character get it on with his co-star, etc.

Let's see, I've covered these movies so far.

10 Things I Hate About You
Van Wilder
She's The Man
She's All That
The Perfect Man
Click
Mean Girls
Wedding Crashers

Next up are...

Freaky Friday
Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen

Does anyone have anymore recommendations?

LoL!

P.S. Fell sick like yesterday, ran a really high fever. Sucks to be sick overseas. = (

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Back In Melbourne

Mmm... Finally back here!

Feels like February all over again! Sucks.

Oh well, at least the weather is great and the air is fresh.